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--- This is fear. ---
This is what you fear. That you will become nothing. Or frightened that you will disappear from the minds of others if another exists.
I’m afraid, why is that?
Because your current self have never existed.
--- You are scared, aren’t you? ---
Because you will cease to be.
--- You are scared, aren’t you? ---
No, I’m not. I am happy because I want to die. I want despair. I want to return to nothing, but I can’t. He won’t let me return to nothingness. Not yet. I still exist because he needs me. But when everything is over, when I am of no use anymore, he will abandon me. I’ve prayed for the day he would abandon me. But now, now I fear it.
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Let us go.
This is the day for which you are created, Rei -
Yes, Sir.